'Can't hold on 'Savvy

[OSIRIS VAN RAYNE]

Central Park had been great until rain had started. He was forced to go back home now that he had no more excuses to be out, he could stop at Starbucks but he wasn’t really in the mood to sit and chill for a while. It was getting cold and dark and it was unfortunately time to go back home. With a little luck Savannah’s would be in her bedroom talking on the phone or doing homework or whatever she did in there and he wouldn’t have to cross ways with her. Lately Osiris had been avoiding her as much as possible, going out early and coming up late. It was clear his sister didn’t remember what happened between them but he did and it was only matter of time she will remember it to or just click pieces together.

He wasn’t sure if he wanted her to know and if she did then he wasn’t sure what he would do about it or what she would do, but he was going crazy and he had though fresh air would help him clear his mind but it didn’t help one little bit or at least not as much as he wished. The cold air had cleared his mind, sure but hadn’t help him find the answers he was looking for. He was getting all wet and cold now and he was going to get home like a drowned cat. He was going to get straight to his room, change clothes or maybe taking a shower and be there all day until it was time to dinner and he would be forced to share room with his sisters. It wasn’t clear why he was living with them when he could go get a house of his own and problem solved, New York was too big to find someone by chance.

But he couldn’t picture leaving Savannah’s side, he was very close to her or at least he used to now that everything had happened he wasn’t sure what to do anymore. He couldn’t bear to look at her without wanting to jump on her and it had been the longest week of his life, not to mention it had been difficult to avoid her at home. He knew she was feeling confused by everything but it was the best for her. When he looked up at the sky, all wet and cold, he saw he was home. He shook his head and took a deep breath, with luck she would be busy doing something and she wouldn’t even hear him come. He opened the door and his clothes dripped on the polished floor, he didn’t even bother cleaning them, he walked right to his bedroom closing the door behind him and leaving the keys on the table. And he was about to make it to the stairs when he heard a door opening upstairs and some steps. Much to his luck he could only pray for it to be Lara instead of Savannah.
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[SAVANNAH LEIGH RAYNE]

* all the world's a stage,

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and all the men and women merely players
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Currently the red-haired, black-eyed bombshell called Savannah was laying on her front, outstretched on her red, back, and white bed, with her black apple laptop in front of her, in white shorts, a loose white top with a black lightning bolt on the front, with her signature blood red lipstick on and also her usual black eye make up. She and Jenny, her best friend, were supposed to be going to a party with the usual people (Serena, Dan, Nate, Chuck, Blair, and others, such as Azure, her boyfriend, and Jack, her guy best friend), but their plans had been cancelled because Jenny wasn't able to go; she had to design a dress for Savannah for the Halloween Ball that was slowly coming closer. Savannah had said it was alright with her, but only because she couldn't wait to see the finished product of her dress. Knowing Jenny, it was going to be so very unforgettable.

But right now Jenny was on her break and right now they were not talking about how epic the dress was going to look when it was finished, they were instead talking about the goings on that had been recently happening between her and her brother. You see, for the previous month Savannah's big brother had been avoiding her and she didn't know why, only knowing that the ignoring had begun the day Savannah had awoken naked in her bed, with the biggest hangover ever, with no memory of the night before. It was weeks after Osiris avoiding her begun that Savannah had finally told Jenny and right there, on the infamous steps, she'd put all the pieces of the puzzle together and figured out what was going on; Little J thought the two had slept together! She didn't believe that was what had happened at first, but after putting all of the clues together herself, it seemed like the only really logical explanation to her. She just hoped they were wrong.

savvy.PIRATE! SAYS: "I don't know, J. What if that really isn't why he's been avoiding me? What if it's because... because he's found out about me taking drugs?"

LITTLE J SAYS: "After what I've heard about him from you, I don't think he'd care if you took drugs. He's probably done it himself. Maybe you should just confront him about it?"

savvy.PIRATE! SAYS: "Yeah, yeah... maybe I should. Oh, wait a second, I think I just heard the door open. Maybe Osiris is back from wherever the hell he's been?"

LITTLE J SAYS: "Maybe that's him? Go check. If it is, talk to him."

savvy.PIRATE! SAYS: "Okay. I'll BRB."

Savannah sat up and swung her feet over the edge of the bed, and she quietly and slowly stood up so she wouldn't alert Osiris to her presence. If he knew she was here, he might just go running again, and she really needed to speak to him before they lost touch completely. She didn't want to ruin years of a good relationship because of something that might turn out to really be nothing at all. She quickly but without much noise, made her way out of the bedroom and down a small flight of stairs. At the bottom of the stairs she found Osiris, soaked from the rain, with his black hair hanging over his pale face, and his clothes all drenched and sticking close to his body, his black eyeliner running down both of his slightly pink cheeks as if he'd been crying recently. For some strange reason, she felt an aroused tingle down south as she stared at him.

"Osiris, we need to talk," she said sadly, her lips set in a firm line. She slowly, with careful steps, walked up to him until they were standing face to face, so she was staing him deep in the eyes. She wasn't going to let him run away, not now, not when she was so close to confronting him about whatever the hell was going on with him, she just had to find out."I need to know. Why were you ignoring me? What did I do wrong to make you avoid me?" She dropped her eyes to the floor for a second. "Have you andy idea of hard it's been for me, with you not even wanting to look at me? We've been close for so long, Osiris. Don't go and ruin it now by leaving me. You have to tell me what's wrong."[/b] She returned her gaze to his eyes, pleading with him with her gorgeous eyes, begging him to tell her. If he didn't, she was surely going to burst.[/size]

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[OSIRIS VAN RAYNE]

He was right, so far Savannah appeared down the stairs and with careful steps she stepped in from of him. He knew what she was going to say before she even opened her mouth but he couldn’t stop her. It was way too easy to turn around and go somewhere in the house but he knew he couldn’t avoid her any longer. So he let her talk, he let her tell everything she had been waiting to say and every word cut him like a knife. All he had been doing had hurt her so much, his intention was protecting her, not hurting her and in the way of doing that he had make her bleed inside. But it had been hard for him too and it had hurt him too, now he wasn’t going to be able to keep avoiding her, not after all the things she was saying, not now he knew she thought it was her fault. She didn’t have any idea of how wrong she was.

He didn’t say a thing, he just took the steps that were between them and took her face in his hands. It’s not your fault Savannah. He said softly staring into her eyes You just don’t understand. But it was too late now, he brought his lips to her and kissed her, first softly trying to taunt her answer then fiery. Flashbacks of the nigh they had spent together came to his mind, the rain was tapping against the window and the sound was not helping him calming down as he hoped it would. He stopped to take a breath, her face inches away from his. Do you understand now? He said, his voice husky Do you understand why I couldn’t bear to look at you? What he was doing was wrong but he was done being the good guy, he had rebelled always against everything, he wasn’t going to change that now. The only thing he was worried about was hurting Savannah on the way.

He kissed her again, with all he had been holding back during all those months he had been avoiding her, specially that night, the kitchen one, he had to use all his self-control to not jump on her when she place both her hands on his face. He had been on the edge of taking her in front of her other sister and he couldn’t make that kind of mistakes anymore, not in front of the people anyway. This is wrong, very wrong. But all he could think was how delicious her lips were, how amazing she looked on those shorts which were going to make his work easier and how thin her t-shirt was he could feel her chest moving up and down against his own and her heartbeat full speed, just like his was at the moment. But to hell if someone stops me right now from getting what I want. He said kissing her neck, her lips, down her collarbone. And right now what I want is you.
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[SAVANNAH LEIGH RAYNE]

* all the world's a stage,

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and all the men and women merely players
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If in reality she'd actually smacked her head against the wall and discovered it was all just a dream when she woke up in bed, she wouldn't be very surprised, but everything seemed pretty real. Osiris's lips were really on hers, he was really kissing her, and she was really enjoying it. She didn't respond at first, when he was kissing her gently, but as soon as he put the tiniest with of fiery thought into it, she slipped her arms around his neck and kissed him back with just as much passion. When he pulled out of the kiss, all she wanted to do was yank him back. "I understand,"[/color] she said, without removing her arms, so he wouldn't be able to get away if he wanted to. "Now shut up and kiss me."[/color]

Right now Savannah didn't care about the fact that she was snogging her brother; all she cared about what the way his lips felt against hers, and how their tongues danced together, and how her body fitted perfectly in his. As the kiss became rougher and more passioniate, she backed up against the wall, pulling him with her. She wasn't going to let him run off, not when he'd just made him feelings known. As soon as their lips had touched, she knew the guy that she'd needed all along had always been him. "I want you, too, I need you,"[/color] she whispered back, as his mouth made its way to her collarbone. "Claim me, please."[/color] she moaned, winding her hands in his long black hair.

Flashbacks flashed through her mind as he kissed her collar. In one she was spread out across the grand piano, her back arched and her eyes squeezed shut as Osiris fingered her and teased her breasts at the same time, his torso bare and his hair sticking up all over the place. Another was of him naked and tied to a chair in the middle of her room as he watched her tease herself. That was a kinky one, one she was going to have to do again sometime later... The more and more flashbacks that passed through her brain the hornier she became and the more she wanted to tear his clothes from his body. It was only a matter of time though, before she was in his bed or he in hers. [/size]

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savannah's speaking.
savannah's thinking.
savannah's flashbacks.
others' speaking.[/ul][/size]* the pen is mightier than the sword[/color] three nine five words
* such stuff as dreams are made on[/color] quotes from william shakespeare
* get thee to a nunnery![/color] osiris van rayne is tagged
* a dish fit for the gods[/color] i'm wearing this[/b]
* what's in a name?[/color] template made by LAURIE?! of CAUTION 2.0
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[OSIRIS VAN RAYNE]

When he lost his control like that there was no way of getting it back, he always put great effort of having it always on watch but this time he just let it slip, just like the last time he did. And the result was the same, maybe she couldn’t remember what happened, and in the state she was he would be surprised if she did, but he could remember most of the things that happened that night and they had been haunting him all that time he had been avoiding her. His has remembered her touch perfectly, her body fitted perfectly against him, but there was that red light at the back of his brain he couldn’t just shut down, and it was the one telling him they were brother and sister and that was the worst thing they could ever do. Not that the fact was stopping him anytime soon, he tended to do exactly the opposite of what his brain told him to do and that was going to be one of those time he ignored it completely.

Savannah met his hunger with the same fiery passion he felt and that made him understand she had been waiting for him too, his thoughts were confirmed when she told him she needed him. She smacked them against the wall bringing him back memories of the night they had spent together. They were lucky Lara wasn’t home or she would call the police, or their parents, and get the tom jail, of course with the typical talk, but he couldn’t really blame them, apart from the fact that what they were doing was very wrong, both of them had strange tastes when sex was involved. Getting her up she guided them to the nearest room on the house who happened to be his and he put her down the bed without breaking the kiss. They would have a lot of problems ahead of them, but would that stop him for doing that, no chance. She wanted him, so she was getting him, fully and completely. He took her t-shirt off without hesitation, they could play a little but they were too eager for that, if they got the chance of another round then he will play but right now all he wanted was to get her shorts and panties off and that was just what he did.

Osiris stopped to watch her naked spread in his bed. Maybe they had sex last time but he couldn’t remember it all and now he was going to get her in his memory, without blurry parts and shit. This time both of them knew what they were doing and what they wanted. That was another reason he had been avoiding Savvy, he didn’t know if she would get ashamed of what they did because she was so drunk she couldn’t recognize him or something. He had been scared of her thinking he had taken advantage of her when he was drunk too, but not as much as her. He shook his head and bent down to take her breasts on his mouth and tease her nipple with his tongue and scratch a little bit his teeth. She was so ready for him she would meet him without much games or problems, with was just fine with him because he doubted he could last much longer. Imagines of this had been going around his mind all the time he crossed her on the hall of the house or the stairs and every time he closed her eyes her image had haunted him in his sleep. But this was real, very real.

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